No, it's just what a lot of other people say. Especially the pecking hens on the Council. But James...he needs a little wife. In a shem house with a shem garden and shem children. He's not going to stop being a Templar. It's his calling. And...

[A puff, in and out.]

The dress just made me think of what everybody else says about me, I guess. He said he wasn't trying to dress me up, but it's not so very different. A costume for the role I'm meant to play. I just...saw that I wasn't the one who ought to play it.